Stumbling in at 3 in the morning because you have been drinking the
pain away. . .
Doodling little broken, bleeding hearts all over your paper. . .
Getting nothing done because you have no desire to do anything. . .
Wondering how it would feel to jump off a cliff. . .
Catching that scent and missing it so much it makes you cry. . .
The way your heart feels like somone has stabbed it repeatedly. . .
The way you don't know if you can survive. . .
The way you feel like you have smashed into the ground. . .
Crying yourself to sleep at night because it hurts so bad. . .